Thoughts of My Life Journey

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Happy Bdae to Cherrish!

Went to Cherrish's uncle's condo today to pre-celebrate her bdae. Rish, i noe woman's age is a secret. Dun worry, i wun reveal! hehe..
it was potluck, so all of us brought along some food.. in fact, alot of food!!! till we didn't managed to finish...

the gathering was small, but fun. with stupid jokes from colin like "The fishes are so happy.. cuz they are swimming!" we pengz.. cuz fish dun swim then do wad?!

and thanks irene for correcting my cornflakes pronounciation, but i confirmed i didn't pronouce as bad as u think! haha.. i did said cornflakes n not cornfake!

i oso beri lame whole nite.. cannot reveal here... haha..

then it was the long n tiring but funny UNO game.. they got this uno machine, then instead of drawing cards from the cards pile, the machine will "vomit" out some number of cards when pressed.. tat number of cards will depends randomly on ur luck.. haha.. who is the lucky one who always get many many pieces?? colin n yw! haha.. but big loser is william..

oh ya, must bish owl for taking pic of me tat looked so fat... must b all the fault of buffet! :(

ps: happy bdae to my twin as well... but she asked me for the k-ster number twice in a mth and went ktv without me, and i tot twin's bdae shd b the same? its not my bdae leh! :P
hope u like the pinky handbag la!

Challenge Me Part 2

As seen from my previous post, my day at work yesterday is ruined by a stupid evil heart trouble maker. its a bad day... :(

Finally made it to 5pm for knock off. Rushed and flew to the shuttle bus so i can meet that si monkey.. just when i was so happy for the date, he called, saying he will be late due to work.. haiz.... so since 5pm.. i alone, wait for him... after a bad day at work n tireness... no mood already...

i was browsing in the library, with my handbag and a bag of clothing (for change due to the morning run at work).. some mothers are just wierd and purely irresponsible!!! Library is supposed to be quiet... but the kids are running about and the fat mums are sitting on the library floor chatting blocking the way to the shelves..

then the babies are crying, hey, i am having a bad day and waiting endlessly with a tired body already, can you give me some peace!? i need to concentrate!!! then normally babies cry in a quiet place will make the noise more unbearable and irritating, wad did the mothers do?! "Sayang, dun cry! Shhh..." so in the end, the mums' coaxing is louder than the baby cries... wad the hell! reduntant and stupid and useless fools!!!!!! someone restore my peace pls!!! CHASE THEM OUT OF THE LIBRARY PLEASE!!!!!!!!! :'(

anyway, yesterday is racial harmony day... i m so proud of the peace we are having.. no fights... peace!!!

saw an interesting book, legs aching after walking non-stop for 45mins.. so the best is to grab a seat to read.. i saw this large sofa quite empty, so understandbly, i went to sit, putting my bags on the sofa as well..

the book was so interesting, that i kinda of cut off from the world, then this couple, out of dunno where, come and sit beside me... tat beri rude boy, opened his laptop, talking loud enough to bring me out of my world, and asking his gf for his laptop password... SIAO!

then i heard him mumbling something like "why bags must be on the sofa?!"... i knew instantly he was referring to me.. cuz he wants his gf to sit beside him.. but prob is, if you shift abit, there are other spaces to fit 2 person lor! so rude for wad?! anyway, ur gf also dun wan to sit with u wad! she is loitering around looking for books! u idiot just concentrate on your laptop can!? do u noe its beri rude to sour people like tat? if u had asked me politely, i will definately shift and let both u sit ma! kaoz.. spoil my day further more!

i IGNORED him and continue reading my book.. then he mumbled again, "butt so big must take so much spaces!"... wonderful! BUTT BIG RITE? fine... challenge me rite!!?!? fine....

i beri cool... keep cool and calm... cannot blow fire! else spoil my image!!! cannot quarrel cuz i respect the peace of silence! i had a bad day already and u r rubbing in, challenge me is it?! FINE!!!

In a suave and cool manner, i touched my bag and make sure he sees it, letting him noe tat i m taking actions. Just as he tot i will be shifting my bag to the floor, i opened it and took out my personal portable cute pinky long life FM radio receiver and suavely pulled open the earphones wirecords.. PLUG THEM TO MY EARS.. and zipped my bag, leaving things as it is... hahaha..

so, my bag is there, blocking him as usual, and pls go ahead n tok to urself while i will be reading and enjoying the melody from FM Yes933, i big butt ma! i need 2 seats ma!!! u rude but not neccessary i need to fight with u ma! u childish, i can be more childish ok?!

See who wins! :P

Challenge Me!!!!

Yesterday, gleefully, I and some other colleagues of mine sent off the bdae auntie with a lunch at BPP’s jap restaurant. It was her bdae- as well as her last day at work.

===============The lighter part below is about my grumblings of her sins============

This bdae auntie, for whom I shall, named her as ML here, is nothing but a trouble maker. The ugly heart creature, who claims to be a sincere Buddhist, woke up on her off days very very very early in the morning, to go Bugis Buddha Temple to pray… However, its COMMON SENSE that if you want accumulates credits or does fewer sins, it is NOT RIGHT to gossip or backstab right?!!?!

The entire organization, even those not related to her in any departments or units, had been backstab/ criticized/ gossiped/rumored by her. And she sets rumors, or assume/imagine about the people’s background, and these victims don’t even know her!
Eg: This woman’s husband is selling xxxx at xxxx.
This fellow don’t wear bra to work, all the guys like to sit with her.
This woman got a son who came out in newspaper 2 years ago because he committed suicide.

Her specialty is recognizing people’s face with super memory and gets news about gossips then SPREAD. I think her brain only got this function. Anybody whom she met before, she will remember it and remind you about the person years later. Eg: This person ar, last year also in our organization, but she resigned and stayed at home. See now grow so fat!

Her eyes are real sharp. And her patience is equals to zero. For example, the bus comes at 545pm, she MUST step out of the office and start the 5mins walk to bus stop at 520pm! Her watch/clock all are 10mins faster than the actual time. Actually, to be punctual is good. This I admire her. But, you moved the time of the office clock to 10mins faster, then when I reached at 8.05am according to her time, I am considered Late?! Her maths must had FAILED!!! She starts packing out at her time 515pm, walks out of the office at 520pm. Only to reach the bus stop at 525 or 530pm, and wait for the bus for 20mins! Stupid right?! I told you, her brain functions very limited!!!

Me, the cute innocent naïve me, also gena her backstaps. One very fine day, she was telling out LOUD to the whole office “Aiyoh, 810am liao, that Linda still not here yet!”. I overheard this and immediately shocked her from stepping out from the partitions. I caught her gossiping about me, and no one wants to step her or what. But her mouth is just too big. She often says things out loud to let others hear, because she wants people to be punished. Evil heart right?!

She treats people with very much concern. Ranging from you wearing a new top/new skirt to what you ate for lunch yesterday. Even if you got pregnant, she will teach you about the skills of differentiating the baby’s gender, without going through the ultrasound testes. And for goodness sake, if what she said is true, then the doctors all should worship her. Just to let my readers knows that she likes to act smart.

Oh, this ML also likes to share secrets. She will get to know you better, then tell other people the problems you are facing, in a 2snake-heads way. Eg: Come, I tell you a secret about AAA, you don’t tell others! Then she will turn to AAA and say the same thing. Come, I tell you a secret about BBB but you don’t tell others. Soon, the whole office knows, but she is the only one spreading…. Pengz

The powerful thing is, she likes to quote what you said! For example if I told her I don’t know who is quitting when she asked, she will go around and tells the world that the management is hiding the fact that someone is quitting because LINDA says she don’t know about it, and she will add on and imagine then says that the someone must be pregnant!!! Someone should chop off her tongue for maligning and framing and intentionally injuring an innocent’s chastity and reputation, and under the Law, she should be sued for SLANDER!!!

Her brain also got serious problem until, last month she said this person named AAA is good, and then next month, she will tell you that AAA is bad. In Chinese, we called this slapping own’s mouth. But I don’t wanna correct her, because her brain is DEFORMED and cannot take in logics.

I am so happy, when one day, the boss told her she is being replaced and transferred to other departments. I was thanking heaven and gods that fairness and justice finally came!!!! The best thing is, because she thinks that the boss is picking on her, and she cannot take the fact that after 15years with the organization, she had to put up with these humiliation, she resigned! YEAH!!!!!!!! Heaven got eyes!!!!

Not I want to side the boss, I hate my boss too, all employees hate boss. Hehe. However, this time, I must clarify because my boss actually did gave her A LOT of chances. NO ONE told the boss about how evil is ML, but again, her own BIG MOUTH gave her away.

She was gossiping and grumbling and complaining about something so loud, that the boss happens to pass by, but my smart boss, listened to what she is making up again, without the need to eavesdrop. When she called ML in for a good scolding, ML starts to ACCUSE her victims report and sabo her. Like I said, no one reports on her right? Haha… She then came out crying, telling me what she “suffered”, when I saw her crying, I wanted to console her as a colleague. But when I discovered about the real reason why she got scolded, I slipped away because she doesn’t deserve any sympathy. In order words, I support the boss for scolding her! She is even as ridiculous as asking me to be her alliance so when the boss asked if she got gossip, I will be her witness that she didn’t. Guys, am I so stupid?

=================ok, back to the point=================

Yesterday was her last working day, she was on half day leave, after which, she will be clearing leave till the end of the month. However, because it is an organisation’s rule, she is required to come back at the end of the month to do clearance. She refused to and further accused the management is trying to make things difficult for her!

During lunch, she questioned me why must she come back on her official last day when she is supposed to be on leave and she will be at overseas!? Then I told her it’s an organsiation rule and anyone and everyone, regardless of appointment or rank, had to do the same!

Then she further challenged me that all her stuffs are handed over already, and if she comes back on her last day, who is going to pay her the leave? I told her, as long as one day you are with the organization, you are also obliged to come back even if you are on leave. You should know this rule very well since you kept saying you spent 15years here!

The she insisted that I quote her an example of people quitting, but have to come back on last day to do clearance. With my limited experience, I managed to gave the a list of people who obeyed this rule. She is still not satisfied and insisted that the management is picking on her.

Then I told her, remember Ms F who left last year?! She was clearing her leave but she also came back on her last day! She told her, when is her last day!? I shocked the whole table by remembering and telling her its 2nd Sep 05. I am on chicken pox mc and you are the one who smsed me that it’s Ms F last day. See, she is slapping herself with her own kpo-ness! She insisted me to show her prove when I was eating my salmon don while she already finished hers and too free so challenges me. I don’t wanna talk to her, waste my time. And by then, we are already arguing louder and louder, so the others told me to cool down. I give face.

Upon coming back to office, I see the sms she sent to me last year. It’s still in my old handphone!!! I think that time I am simply too sick, that’s why I never delete it (my normal practice is to reply then close the phone without deleting until the mailbox is full) and because heaven got eyes, when she comes back at the end of the month, I will shut her up with this sms! Furthermore, I got a written proof, that she had also signed and acknowledge (I think I study too much law also) that last year 2nd Sep 06, Ms F is on overseas leave but she came back to office to do clearance, the whole office is witness!

Come! Challenge me! If you want to quarrel, I welcome you! Last time I been giving way to you because you are still my colleague. Now, if you want to leave the organization in shame because of your own wrongful accusations, I shall grant you the chance!!!

I am Lindarella, a libra, loves to stand for justice. If I am right, I shall show you what a libra is capable of! I hereby, urge all victims of hers, to come and support me!!!

The trouble-maker is gone, and let her suffer outside without people so forgiving like us. Let her knows how well and forgiving we treated her in the past and let her suffer from her own doings!

My legs are fat, but hers are worse. And Legs so FAT already, still spend a fortune on pedicure and dares to show off. Whats the use? Heart and mouth so evil already still pray so hard, whats the use?

Conclusion: Heaven have eyes!

Sunday, July 16, 2006

been so sick last 2 wks..

probably its becuz of the weather.. its so common now to have fever, flu, sore throat n cough.. especially me.. who can gets heaty easily..

but for a talkative me.. no voice to tok is such a torture... coughing non stop in the middle of the nite is unbearable.. i m piggy.. sleep is everything..

well.. wanted soooo much to update n vent all my frustrations n anger in my blog last fri.. cuz my new supervisor is driving me crazy.. but somehow.. i m too tired...then last sat i m too sick to blog..

then last sun, i went majionging with my UC frds... so fun.. but i lost $13.. haha.. i not the worse, my "son" lost even more.. haha... then went for our beri late dinner at some coffeeshop in bishan.. n it was super oily...

yest went sakura buffet, my treat for my beloved baby bro, who is turning 17 soon.. well.. when i m 17.. i used to b HAPPY n STUPID n becuz of ignorance, HAPPY is all i m made up.. hmm... well, bro, HAPPY BDAE TO U!!! =)

but the meal caused me some weight gain :( typical singaporeans.. haha.. so amazing n lucky for me to lose some kg during the sickly wk, but gained all back in a meal.. till now (over 24hrs).. i still feel bloated..

went pat-toring with my si monkey at ikea n queensway just now.. my legs almost broke due to the walking... got my first pair of running shoes (not borrowed), adidas at 25% discount.. but still kinda ex.. i got many heels but none of them are as ex as this...

hmm.. 1st time buy running shoes, lucky got si monkey to give opinions, else i dunno wad stupid thing i will get again...

so tireed.... think i stop blogging now...


Sunday, July 02, 2006

Rererererererererererererere-Rebonded Hair... hehe

haha.. my blog gena discovered by si monkey... so i deleted some uglier pics...

here is another uglier pic as replacement

went to amk today for my hair rebonding for dunno how many times le.. after that meet xem n tina for a short gathering.. the weather is just so hot! i might just melt!!!

this is a photo of before and after... haha



both looks like ghost... cuz previous day was out suppering for tou hua with son n twin, then went ktv till 4am!! reach home at 5 then wake up at 9plus!!!! zzzzz :'(

si monkey, so how?! my hair!?!?

A Child's Angel

received this email from irene 3yrs ago for mothers' day.. but the email not to be found.. lucky the touching story, which i remember till now, comes again online..

i was touched the very first time i read it.. n now.. i m sharing it with all the children of mothers.. n mothers n mums to be.. =)

thanks for the source



Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. So one day he asked God:

They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?

Among the many angels, I chose one for you. She will be waiting for you and will take care of you.

But tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile, that's enough for me to be happy.

Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel's love and be happy.

And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language that men talk?

Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak.

And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you?

Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray.

I've heard that on earth there are bad men. Who will protect me?

Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life.

But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore.

Your angel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way for you to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you.

At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from earth could already be heard, and the child in a hurry asked softly:

Oh God, if I am about to leave now, please tell me my angel's name

Your angel's name is of no importance, you will call your angel:



mommy, i love u!!!! =)

The Making Of A Mother

Hi pple, the following was a short story i got from

for all great mothers and mum to be, and kids for whom cherish their mothers....

Making Of A

By the time the Lord made mothers, He was into the sixth day working overtime.
An Angel appeared and said "Why are you spending so much
time on this one?"

And the Lord answered and said, "Have you read the spec
sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not elastic; have 200
movable parts, all replaceable; run on black coffee and leftovers; have a lap
that can hold three children at one time and that disappears when she stands up;
have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart; and
have six pairs of hands."

The Angel was astounded at the requirements for this one.
"Six pairs of hands! No way!"
said the Angel.

The Lord replied, "Oh, it's not the hands that are the
problem. It's the three pairs of eyes that mothers must have!"

"And that's on the standard model?" the Angel

The Lord nodded in agreement, "Yep, one pair of eyes are
to see through the closed door as she asks her children what they are doing even
though she already knows. Another pair in the back of her head are to see what
she needs to know even though no one thinks she can. And the third pair are here
in the front of her head. They are for looking at an errant child and saying
that she understands and loves him or her without even saying a single word."

The Angel tried to stop the Lord "This is too much work
for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish."

"But I can't!" The Lord protested,

"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close
to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can feed a
family of six on a pound of hamburger and can get a nine year old to stand in
the shower."

The Angel moved closer and touched the woman, "But you
have made her so soft, Lord."

"She is soft," the Lord agreed,
"but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she
can endure or accomplish."

"Will she be able to think?" asked the Angel.

The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she
will be able to reason, and negotiate."

The Angel then noticed something and reached out and touched the woman's cheek.
"Oops, it looks like You have a leak with this model. I
told You that You were trying to put too much into this one."

"That's not a leak." the Lord objected.

"That's a tear!"

"What's the tear for?" the Angel asked.

The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy,
her sorrow, her disappointment, her pain, her loneliness, her grief, and her

The Angel was impressed. "You are a genius, Lord. You
thought of everything for this one. You even created the tear!"

The Lord looked at the Angel and smiled and said, "I'm
afraid you are wrong again. I created the woman, but she created the tear!"


touched? thank u mum!